oh well, deprived of time describes my status, and taking my time when i do anything doesnt really help,, 3 cups of damn Nescafe and a tired body, i took an early leave,, walking out of work, i took a cab back home and when i stepped down, i felt like walking (dont ask me why) , its been a while since i last walked around Jabal Amman, i miss the neighbors and i miss my dogs, i want a whole day to play with them,, i kept walking to a place with a big tree that im used to sit next to.. i was thinking of this precise tree, how many times it saw me and heard my thoughts and it is still standing and it looks the same, i want to be strong, just like this tree. i was telling myself that when something funny happened,, i heard thunder!! it was like movie sound effects lol!
i gathered myself and took my bag going out to head back home and as i was stepping out i saw lightening infront of my face and it was so close to me! it was truly a scary moment, i freaked out and i looked at the sky and said: what does that mean? why are you roaring?? then i heard thunder,, i thought im gonna see the holy spirit too but it started to rain which is something i truly been waiting for. ran back home and whats left of me for this day is a lost case.
heading to bed. sweet dreams.